Very devastated at the current moment
>>> 7/1/22 Realized I will never have the chance of being with someone who I can be happy with and not end up being a piece of trash and that I'm only destined to be with people who hurt me and make me feel bad. (yes I broke up with my s/o like a month ago) Why can't I just be with them, they are really kind and are sweet, the way they carry themselves is something I respect and adore as well. I found out they think that when I'm flirting it's just me being platonic with them and now I realized I have absolutely no chance with them, especially since I would be too scared to outright tell them that I like them and even so I would still have a low chance of being in a relationship with them as well due to circumstances. It's upsetting but at the same time, I enjoy being single but knowing that they don't have any interest in me romantically whatsoever makes me feel sad and upset. That I'm, not someone they would consider being in a relationship with